i miss the feeling of love..
being cared for and adored,
making breakfast and snuggling on the floor,
playing videogames on cold winter nights,
fixing up all my boo boos and bug bites,
serenading to me while rubbing my back,
tucking me in for a nice long nap,
hours upon hours on your bed,
as I rest my head on your chest,
ohh how i miss the feeling of love..
and lets not get it confused,
because your love was just fluke..
You may be fun and you may be down
But now all I can think about is when you completely fucked up my world inside out
Bitter, angry and sad
I cant believe how mad I am
To be so dumb
I just thought we were all having fun
I can see the jokes on me
In all honesty I just want to be free
From you
In my heart I know your not my bro
Your a fucking heartless fellow
All I wanted was to make you see
That I cared so much about all your needs
I know you hardly see it but you still use me so
Fuck the truth
Because i know you’ll never change
And one day you’ll wish you hadn’t fucked me over
Karma will be a raging bitch, tis all i can say..
no matter how hard you try to make me smile through the night all it is is lies hidden through out these eyes I’m trying I really am but there’s so much hatred within how can you expect to buy ones happiness smother me with gifts yeah it helps but all I need is the life back that I choice to live..
Take a few drags to ease the pain Swollow some pills to make it all go away Snort anything & everything that comes to mind But in the end kid, it only lasts for a short time Drugs is the key to an escape door in your mind Only to find yourself back where you started A teenage kid just trying to get through life Attempting to overcoming all obstacles Just one step at a time…
